Monday, November 06, 2006

Asking My wonderful blog friends for prayer!

I am in great need of prayer!!!
I am suppose to (per md order) avoid stress as much as possible. But I
am not able to due to home situation and am having increased pain and shocky/numbness
in my face. Severe migraines, dizziness, nausea/vomiting and sleepless ness.

My Son and his wife living with us is the cause and it is a no win situation!! Hubby and I worry about the boys especially if they move out but I can no longer take the stress! I have tried and I have seen so wonderful things happen and I do love them all but when they are critized for what is not right they attack and I am feeling extremely verbally abuse! Hubby wants me to try to continue, but I do not have the strenght to try ( which is impossible) to keep my home clean with 5 others besides us living with us and also take the abuse. I was put out of work because of inability to work, and I feel I am working harder at home and I feel I am headed for a nervous breakdown, I am having migraines all the time,I hardly sleep,and I feel weaker and number on my right side daily. I know I am pouring out my guts here but I feel there is no one is the world to talk to and I need to share because..........

"Again I say to you, that if two of you agree on earth about anything that they may ask, it shall be done for them by My Father who is in heaven." Matthew 18:19

I know that there is a chance the My daughter in law will come to my blog and read it again and I do not feel threatened by this because I have just stated my feelings and what is happeing and I want to say I am also praying for her! yesterday I went for a walk with the dog and my granddaughter Emily wanted to come along and so she and I did a prayer walk and we prayer for everyone to have a peace that passes understanding and for Chelsea my granddaugter to learn the importance of respecting others and adults and for all negativity to be band from her ears!! Now if there is a problem with what I am writing and praying then maybe someone else needs to pray also.



Denean said...

Oh sweetie - sorry you are having a rough spell - prayers and {HUGS} for you!!

kara jones said...

I'm sorry that you are having these problems! I suffer from intracitble migraine and have just had to quit my job because the stress causes me to be in such unbearable pain. Luckily, I don't have the stress at home. You have to do what is necessary for your health - the others will just have to be adults and understand. Please take care of yourself and don't feel guilty for it. (((HUGS)))

Shawn said...

That's a shame, Susie. It's a no-win situation. I have put you on my prayer list and with God's help, things may work themselves out.

I pray you find peace with whatever decision you make.


Lissa Ballard said...

Oh Suzy I totally understand your troubles. I completely believe God will take this from you. You must have a special responsibility here in this situation. I'm so sorry for your stresses and physical problems as a result of this. I pray He will show you what you need to do to help find resolution for all these issues. I pray He will give you freedom from your pain and emotional anguish.

God bless you for what you are doing. Bless you for taking on the responsibility you're taking on. He will show you the way!

Keep the faith sugar!
Much love,