Monday, June 26, 2006

Remember the game bottom of the pile?

Don't know what everyone else called it?!?!? but it was a game where one person gets jumped on by someone and pretty soon everyone else piles on untill the person on the bottom is pretty much squooshed! Well that is sure how life can be at times with problems and trials! One problem jumps on your back then adheres, maybe it's one that won't go away like a health problem, then another comes and sticks on and then another, then another and pretty soon you are fighting to enjoy the joys of life!!!

Boy the bible tells us that God will never let us have more then we can handle but sometimes when he lets that last person jump on that pile I don't think God realizes just how much that person weighs!

Doing my devotion today and feeling like between the daily health issues, my blasted knee, my other problems with family, missing friends/no friends in this place, so many stresses, I am so tired, I thought about Psalms 18: 6-10

In my distress I called to the Lord; I cried to my God for help. From His temple He heard my voice; my cry came before him, into his ears. The earth trembled and quaked, and the foundations of the mountains shook. He parted the heavens and came down. He mounted the cherubim and flew; he soared on the wings of the wind.' Psalm 18: 6-10
well Lord I have been praying and crying enough, enough so maybe just maybe things will start to look up! Faith is not believing God can... it is knowing that He will... I must remember this and have FAITH!!!
Thanking GOD that He reminds me each day to have Faith and praying each day to keep JOY IN MY HEART AND TO SHARE THAT JOY and to never ever seem like a down hearted person and to beg others to please let me know if I am ever being negative as I never ever want that. ESPECIALLY on TMS!! I feel enought NEGATIVITY lately in my home!!!! Thanking God daily for my husband! He is my rock but he needs to be more of a stand up kind of person instead of allowing the garbage!!! He also needs to support me more or he does not realize what it is doing to me or is it care. HUMM........

Okay enough of this garbage negative post, so sorry to share such a downer post!!!


*Jeanne* said...

Things will get better soon.

Try to focus on the good things.. and I know you have many of them. We all do and that is what we need to keep reminding our selves.

hugs... this too shall pass.

Nancyroo said...

Made me start singing, I've got the joy, joy, joy, joy down in my heart, down in my heart....

motobarbie said...

Things will get better. I sometimes question too what God has in mind then I remember who am I to question God..... I will pray for your continued sanity. What a super Grandma you really are!